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    RRP Episode 97 – Quentin: Relapse, Shame, and the Courage to Come Back

    ​A raw conversation about relapse, accountability, and finding the strength to return when shame tells you not to.

    Relapse is one of the most difficult and misunderstood parts of recovery. In RRP Episode 97, Quentin joins Julie and Peter to share an honest, unfiltered look at what happens when someone drifts away from recovery, the shame that follows, and the courage it takes to come back. This episode doesn’t sugar-coat the reality of relapse—it speaks directly to those who feel disconnected, discouraged, or unsure how to return.
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    ​When Recovery Slowly Slips Away
    Quentin describes how relapse didn’t happen all at once. It started quietly—by stepping away from the routines, relationships, and accountability that had once kept him grounded. As distance from recovery grew, so did isolation. Shame made it harder to speak up, harder to ask for help, and easier to stay silent.
    This part of Quentin’s story reflects a truth many in recovery recognize: relapse often begins long before substance use returns.
    ​Shame, Accountability, and the Cost of Silence
    One of the most powerful themes in this conversation is accountability. Quentin speaks openly about how shame kept him from being honest with himself and others—and how that silence caused real damage to trust and relationships. Rather than framing relapse as failure, Quentin emphasizes responsibility: owning what happened, acknowledging the impact, and choosing to face it head-on.
    ​Recovery, as this episode makes clear, isn’t about avoiding mistakes—it’s about what we do after them.
    ​Choosing Help When It Matters Most
    At a critical moment, Quentin made a decision that changed everything. Faced with overwhelming despair, he chose to reach out for help instead of giving up.
    “You are going to kill yourself, sir. So going to therapy was like my final attempt before I really attempt something bigger.” — Quentin
    This moment underscores the life-and-death importance of access to support, culturally responsive care, and spaces where people feel seen and understood.
    Coming Back and Rebuilding Trust
    Returning to recovery wasn’t easy. Quentin talks about the work required to rebuild trust—with others and with himself. He shares how community, honesty, and persistence helped him reconnect, stay present, and continue moving forward. His story is a reminder that coming back takes courage—and that recovery communities matter most when things fall apart.
    Quentin’s story challenges the idea that relapse defines a person. Instead, it shows that recovery is about honesty, accountability, and the willingness to return—even when shame tells you not to. This episode offers hope to anyone who feels disconnected and reminds listeners that it’s never too late to come back.
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    RRP Episode 96 – Community, Commitment, and Carrying Recovery Into the New Year

    ​A New Year’s reflection on gratitude, service, and the power of showing up together.

    Episode 96 of the Real Recovery Podcast marks the start of a new year with a conversation rooted in gratitude, reflection, and community. Julie, Peter, and Collette come together to reflect on the year behind them and share intentions for the year ahead, before turning the microphone outward to voices from the GTD – Go the Distance fundraiser at City Liquidators. This episode captures the collective spirit of recovery and the importance of staying connected as the calendar turns.
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    ​A Collective Reflection on Recovery
    Rather than focusing on one individual story, this episode brings together many voices that represent what recovery looks like in community. Julie, Peter, and Collette reflect on gratitude, growth, and the role Real Recovery Podcast plays not just for listeners, but for their own recovery as well. The conversation highlights how recovery is sustained through relationships, accountability, and shared purpose.
    “We can’t predict the future. Tomorrow’s not promised, which is why you’ve got to make the most of today.” — Julie
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    Live Voices from the GTD Fundraiser
    Recorded live at City Liquidators, the second half of the episode features short interview clips from the GTD fundraiser. These moments offer a glimpse into the heart of the recovery community—supporters, organizers, alumni, and partners who continue to show up for one another.
    Izzy Alvarado, founder and executive director of GTD – Go the Distance, shares gratitude for the community that has grown around the organization, the sponsors and volunteers who make the work possible, and the ongoing commitment to recovery. The episode also includes reflections from Pam, the owner of City Liquidators, who speaks candidly about why recovery support is personal and meaningful to her.
    Looking Ahead
    As the episode closes, Julie, Peter, and Collette share intentions for the coming year—both personally and for the podcast. The message is clear: recovery is not about perfection or predicting the future, but about staying present, learning from the past, and continuing to show up with intention and care.
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    RRP Episode 93 – The Heart of Recovery: Gregg on Community, Compassion, and Connection

    ​A grounded conversation on childhood challenges, awareness, and the power of being seen.

    ​In this episode of the Real Recovery Podcast, Gregg joins Julie and Peter to share an honest look at how instability, difficult experiences, and early emotional patterns shaped his life. His reflections offer a direct window into how childhood environments can influence a person’s internal world for years to come. Gregg also describes meaningful moments from his work in a shelter setting and the lasting impact of showing up for people in crisis.
    This conversation stays close to Gregg’s lived experience as he explores awareness, growth, and the importance of recognizing others in their struggles.
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    ​Gregg’s Background and Early Experiences
    Gregg begins by talking about the instability he faced growing up and how certain events stayed with him long into adulthood. He explains that, at the time, he didn’t fully understand the emotional weight of what he was experiencing. Only later was he able to see how those patterns influenced his reactions, relationships, and sense of self.
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    RRP Episode 92 – Gary’s Story of Long-Term Sobriety, Service, and Recovery Community

    ​A conversation rooted in friendship, meetings, sponsorship, and the enduring power of recovery support.

    In RRP Episode 92, Julie and Peter reconnect with their longtime friend Gary H., someone who has been part of their recovery world for many years. Their shared history stretches back to meetings at MCC, early sobriety memories, and the kind of community bond that only recovery creates. In this heartfelt episode, Gary reflects on his roots, how he found his way into Alcoholics Anonymous, and what sustained service has meant throughout his journey.
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    Gary’s Background and Early Connection
    Julie opens by remembering the years they spent together at MCC—where jokes about parking spaces, the “blue BMW,” and shared sponsors were part of their early sobriety experience. Peter recalls meeting Gary at the Lunch Bunch meeting and learning to remember his name through the simple cue: “SpongeBob SquarePants’ friend Gary.”