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    RRP Episode 50 - Breaking Radio Silence: Lacy T’s Journey of Sobriety, Loss, and Strength

    Finding Hope in the Static: Lacy T’s Journey from Addiction to Recovery

    ​For decades, radio was Lacy T’s world. Behind the microphone, she had the voice of a confident broadcaster, but beyond the airwaves, she was struggling with an addiction that dictated her life. In RRP Episode 50, we sit down with Lacy as she opens up about the challenges of early sobriety, the impact of family history on addiction, and the heartbreak of losing a loved one to alcoholism. Her story is one of resilience, self-discovery, and the power of community in breaking the silence around addiction.
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    From the Airwaves to Recovery: Lacy’s Story
    Lacy's journey through addiction started in a home where alcohol was a normal part of daily life. She grew up surrounded by drinking culture—cocktail parties, celebratory toasts, and the generational patterns that normalized excessive drinking. As a teenager, she began experimenting, first sneaking sips from her parents’ liquor cabinet and later engaging in reckless behavior. Her drinking escalated in college and into her career, where the fast-paced world of radio only fueled her dependency.
    “I always wanted more. Whether it was alcohol, attention, or success, I never felt satisfied,” Lacy recalls.
    Her addiction took her through multiple geographic relocations, or "geographics," where she hoped a fresh start would solve her problems. But no matter where she went, she always brought herself—and her drinking—with her.
    “There is absolutely nothing that you cannot get through sober. No matter how bad it is, you never have to do anything damaging to yourself again.” —Lacy T
    ​A Moment of Clarity
    Despite multiple close calls, including a car accident on a treacherous road known as “Dead Man’s Curve,” Lacy didn’t immediately stop drinking. It wasn’t until a life-altering moment—driving under the influence with her young stepdaughter asleep in the backseat—that she realized how dangerous her addiction had become.
    “I looked at the road, and the lines were blurry. And in that moment, I knew. This is a wall. You can’t do this anymore,” Lacy shares.
    Even after this terrifying realization, quitting wasn’t easy. She attempted to moderate her drinking, convinced she could find a way to control it. It wasn’t until she truly surrendered and sought out Alcoholics Anonymous that she began to understand the depth of her addiction and what it would take to recover.
    Loss, Grief, and the Reality of Alcoholism
    One of the most painful aspects of Lacy’s journey has been witnessing the devastating impact of addiction on loved ones. Her younger brother struggled with alcoholism, cycling through treatment programs but never quite making it to sustained recovery. In 2021, he passed away from alcohol-related complications.
    Lacy describes watching his decline with heartbreak, knowing all too well the battle he was fighting.
    “I tried to reach him, to get him to see that there was another way. But I also know, no one can force someone into recovery. They have to want it,” she says.
    Her experience with her brother has shaped how she approaches recovery today. She emphasizes the importance of staying connected, of recognizing that addiction is a terminal disease, and of reaching out even when it feels like nothing will change.
    Breaking the Silence
    Lacy’s journey reflects the essence of Real Recovery Podcast: raw, real, and rooted in the power of storytelling. Whether you’re newly sober, struggling with grief, or trying to support a loved one through addiction, her message is clear—community and honesty are lifelines.
    Her story serves as a reminder that addiction thrives in silence, but recovery flourishes when we share, connect, and break that silence together.
    #RealRecoveryPodcast #BreakingRadioSilence #AddictionRecovery #SobrietyStories #HopeAndHealing #RecoveryCommunity #AA #Resilience #Healing #PeerSupport
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    RRP Episode 49 - A Mother's Journey Through Recovery with Megan S.

    Breaking the Cycle of Addiction and Finding Hope in Recovery

    In RRP Episode 49, we welcome Megan S., a mother who has experienced firsthand the devastating effects of addiction and the incredible power of recovery. Growing up in a family where substance use was normalized, Megan found herself trapped in the same cycle. But through mental health support, peer recovery programs, and education-focused recovery services, she not only reclaimed her life but also helped her daughter do the same.
    Megan’s story is a profound reminder that breaking generational addiction is possible when support systems, resilience, and recovery-oriented education come together. In this episode, she shares her journey, from her childhood experiences with addiction to her role as an advocate in the recovery community.
    A Childhood Marked by Addiction
    Megan’s exposure to addiction started early. Raised in an environment where substance use was commonplace, she recalls mimicking adult behaviors as a child—rolling pretend joints out of paper and cutting lines of sugar. These early experiences shaped her understanding of normalcy and kept her silent about the struggles she endured at home.
    As she grew older, substance use became a coping mechanism. By her teenage years, she was using drugs, following in the footsteps of her family. But even in the depths of addiction, a small part of her believed there had to be more to life.
    Losing Everything—and Fighting to Get It Back
    Like many who battle addiction, Megan faced devastating losses. She lost custody of her children, struggled with opioid addiction following medical procedures, and found herself in an endless cycle of self-destruction. But her turning point came when she recognized the need for both mental health support and substance use recovery.

    ​"Now that you can name it, you can tame it."
    — Megan S.
    ​
    She sought treatment and, with the help of 4D Recovery, she began rebuilding her life. Oxford House provided her with a stable living environment, where she connected with a community of people committed to long-term recovery. Slowly, Megan started to see a future where sobriety was possible.
    Helping the Next Generation Find Recovery
    One of Megan’s biggest challenges was watching her daughter struggle with addiction. While she feared her past would define her child’s future, she took a different approach--support without judgment. She encouraged her daughter to find recovery in her own way, leading her to Harmony Academy, a high school designed specifically for students in recovery.
    Through peer mentorship and structured support, her daughter not only embraced sobriety but also became an advocate for other teens in recovery. Megan emphasizes the importance of meeting people where they are, a philosophy that helped her navigate her daughter’s recovery while continuing her own journey.
    Links to Websites Discussed
    The Power of Peer Support and Community
    Megan now works in mental health advocacy, focusing on bridging the gap between mental health services and addiction recovery. She highlights the significance of 4D Recovery and how organizations like Harmony Academy provide young people with a safe, supportive environment where recovery is not only possible but also celebrated.
    Her advocacy extends beyond her personal story—she is now working on a YouTube platform aimed at helping families recover together, providing resources and support for parents navigating addiction alongside their children.
    Megan’s story is a testament to the strength of family bonds, resilience, and the transformative power of recovery. She reminds us that shame has no place in healing and that everyone deserves a chance to break the cycle of addiction.
    Her journey from a childhood of addiction to becoming a mental health and recovery advocate is an inspiring example of what’s possible when support systems, education, and community come together.
    ​#RealRecoveryPodcast #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #FamilyHealing #RecoveryJourney #4DRecovery #HarmonyAcademy #Resilience #ParentingInRecovery
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    RRP EXTRA 048.1 - Oregon Recovers & Portland Advocacy Day in Salem (March 5th, 2025)

    Fighting for Change: How Recovery Advocacy is Shaping Policy in Oregon

    In this Real Recovery Podcast Extra, we take you inside Oregon Recovers & Portland Advocacy Day in Salem, a crucial event bringing together recovery advocates, nonprofit leaders, and policymakers to push for legislative change.
    Julie and Peter sit down with Bo Brinson (Oregon Recovers), Robert Sanders (4D Recovery), Izzy Alvarado (Go The Distance), and Amanda Ireland Esquivel (True Colors Recovery) to discuss the importance of advocacy, funding, and peer support in the fight for better access to addiction recovery services.
    Oregon Recovers advocacy, Portland Advocacy Day 2025, addiction recovery policy, peer support services Oregon, alcohol tax funding recovery

    Bo Brinson (Oregon Recovers), Izzy Alvarado (Go The Distance), Robert Sanders (4D Recovery), Julie (RRP), Amanda Ireland Esquivel (True Colors Recovery), & Peter (RRP)

    From discussing the need for alcohol tax reform to ensuring treatment and recovery support are accessible to all, this episode highlights how community-driven efforts can drive real policy changes that save lives.
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    Oregon Recovers & Portland Advocacy Day: A Movement for Change

    The Purpose of Advocacy Day
    Oregon Recovers Advocacy Day is more than just a gathering—it’s a call to action. Leaders and community members meet with legislators to share their experiences and highlight the urgent need for better recovery services.
    Bo Brinson, Executive Director of Oregon Recovers (listen to Bo’s episode here), explains how this event connects constituents with lawmakers, ensuring that recovery voices are heard at the policy level.

    ​"Recovery isn’t just personal—it’s political. If we don’t advocate for ourselves, who will?"
    – Bo Brinson
    ​
    Links to Guests' Episodes on the Real Recovery Podcast
    How Peer Support and Community Programs Make an Impact
    Advocacy isn’t just about policy—it’s about real people making a difference. Robert Sanders, Director of Adolescent Services at 4D Recovery (listen to Robert’s episode here), discusses how early intervention and prevention efforts are key to stopping addiction before it starts.
    • "We have a brief opportunity where people get that moment of willingness. If we don’t act fast, we lose them."
    • – Robert Sanders
    Izzy Alvarado, Founder of Go The Distance (listen to Izzy’s episode here), emphasizes how physical movement and community support play a critical role in sustaining recovery after treatment.
    Links to Websites Discussed:

    "Treatment can only get you clean. But the real work happens when you build a foundation for long-term recovery."
    – Izzy Alvarado
    ​
    ​Pushing for Change: Why Legislative Support Matters
    This year, a major focus of Oregon Recovers is pushing for an alcohol tax increase, which could generate millions in funding for recovery services.

    "Oregon ranks dead last in access to care. It’s time to change that."
    – Amanda Ireland Esquivel

    Amanda Ireland Esquivel, Founder of True Colors Recovery (listen to Amanda’s episode here), highlights the lack of resources for marginalized communities and why these funds are urgently needed.
    ​The Power of Showing Up
    The biggest takeaway from this episode? Advocacy works when people show up. Whether you’re in recovery, a supporter, or just someone who cares about community health, attending events like Oregon Recovers Advocacy Day can make a real impact.
    If you want to get involved:
    Oregon Recovers & Portland Advocacy Day takes place on March 5th, 2025, at the State Capitol in Salem, OR. If you're passionate about recovery, advocacy, and real policy change, this is your chance to show up and make a difference.
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    Read the blog post: https://mdcr1.com/481b
    ​#RealRecoveryPodcast #AdvocacyMatters #OregonRecovers #PortlandAdvocacyDay #AddictionRecovery #PeerSupport #PolicyChange #RecoveryCommunity
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    RRP Episode 48: From Turbulence to Triumph - Chris M’s Recovery and Rediscovery Journey

    Rediscovering Life, Purpose, and Resilience in Recovery

    In episode 48 of the Real Recovery Podcast, Chris M joins Peter and Julie to share his incredible story of overcoming addiction and rebuilding a meaningful life. From his struggles with methamphetamine to finding hope in intensive outpatient programs (IOPs) and community, Chris’s journey is a testament to resilience, self-discovery, and the power of recovery.
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    ​Early Struggles
    Chris opens up about his early years of addiction, beginning with social drinking in college and escalating to methamphetamine use. He describes how addiction quickly took control of his life, leading to destructive behaviors and strained relationships. Chris shares the moment he realized he needed help: failing a drug test while working as a flight attendant, which became the catalyst for change.
    Finding Recovery Through IOP
    Chris discusses his experiences in an intensive outpatient program (IOP) as a pivotal step in his recovery. He reflects on the tools he gained, such as practicing honesty, self-awareness, and gratitude. These tools helped him uncover the root causes of his addiction and begin the process of healing.
    The Role of Sponsorship and Community
    Chris highlights the importance of finding a supportive sponsor and being part of a recovery-focused community. He shares how his sponsor’s guidance, particularly the emphasis on daily gratitude and step work, helped him rebuild his self-esteem and trust in others. He also explains how a safe and inclusive community gave him the confidence to explore his identity and embrace a healthier lifestyle.
     “The longer you stay in recovery, the more you uncover about yourself. Recovery isn’t perfect, but it’s worth it.”
    – Chris M
    ​Rediscovering Purpose Through Music
    A significant part of Chris’s recovery was reconnecting with his passion for music. After years of neglecting this creative outlet, Chris found healing by playing music again. He describes the joy of rediscovering hobbies and interests that addiction had taken away and how these activities have become central to his sober life.
    Words of Wisdom
    Chris offers advice for those struggling with addiction: “The longer you stay in recovery, the more you uncover about yourself. Recovery isn’t perfect, but it’s worth it.” He encourages listeners to find a supportive group where they can be themselves and to embrace the journey of self-discovery.
    Chris’s story is a powerful reminder that recovery is possible with the right tools, support, and determination. His journey from addiction to resilience inspires listeners to take their first steps toward a brighter future. Tune in to hear Chris’s full story and learn how recovery can transform lives.
    #RealRecoveryPodcast #AddictionRecovery #RecoveryJourney #ResilienceAndHope #RecoveryIsPossible #MusicInRecovery #HopeAndHealing #IOP #SupportiveCommunity #RealStoriesRealRecovery
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    RRP Episode 47 – Empowering Youth Through Recovery with Ashlie and 4D Recovery

    Transforming Lives Through Community, Mentorship, and Leadership

    In Episode 47 of the Real Recovery Podcast, we welcome Ashlie, one of the youngest guests, to join us. Ashlie’s inspiring journey from a challenging childhood shaped by addiction to becoming a youth leader in recovery is a testament to the transformative power of community and mentorship. Her story highlights the incredible impact of 4D Recovery and Harmony Academy, two organizations dedicated to empowering youth to reclaim their lives through recovery.
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    ​Growing Up Amidst Addiction
    Ashlie’s childhood was marked by the struggles of growing up in a family affected by addiction. From witnessing the hardships her mother faced to navigating the instability of frequent moves and homelessness, her early years were far from easy. Despite these challenges, Ashlie’s resilience shone through as she began recognizing the need for change in her life.
    1. "The community and support I found in recovery changed my life—I realized I wasn’t alone."
    2. —Ashlie
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    Finding Recovery at 4D Youth Center
    Ashlie’s recovery journey began when she connected with the 4D Youth Center, located at 1206 SE 11th Ave, Portland, OR 97214, phone 971-703-4623. The Youth Center offered a safe and welcoming space for her to explore sobriety among peers who shared similar experiences. Ashlie highlights the importance of youth-focused meetings and the role of her mentor in helping her navigate the early stages of recovery.
    ​Leadership and Advocacy
    Ashlie didn’t just stop at recovery—she stepped into leadership roles that allowed her to give back. As a youth leader at 4D Recovery, she participates in speaking engagements and advocacy work, inspiring others with her story. Her courage and determination have made her a role model for young people seeking recovery.
    ​A Message of Hope for Others
    Ashlie shares this powerful advice to those considering recovery: “Be brave—it’s going to save your future.” Her journey is a reminder that no matter how difficult the path, recovery is possible with the right support and determination.
    Ashlie’s story is a testament to the transformative power of recovery programs tailored for youth. Through 4D Recovery, Harmony Academy, and her own resilience, she has not only reclaimed her life but also become a beacon of hope for others. Her journey reminds us that recovery is not just about healing but also about building a brighter future for oneself and the community.
    #RealRecoveryPodcast, #YouthRecovery, #4DRecovery, #AddictionRecovery, #MentorshipMatters, #HopeAndHealing, #CommunitySupport, #RecoveryJourney, @4DRecovery
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    RRP Episode 46 - Turning Trauma into Triumph with Terry Leckron-Myers & MHAAO

    ​A Journey of Resilience, Advocacy, and Healing

    In RRP Episode 46 of the Real Recovery Podcast, we welcome Terry Leckron-Myers, an extraordinary advocate and leader in the recovery community. With nearly 30 years of sobriety, Terry’s story is one of triumph over adversity, from a traumatic childhood to a life dedicated to supporting others. Her work with the Mental Health & Addiction Association of Oregon (MHAAO) has transformed lives, demonstrating the power of connection, peer support, and purposeful living.
    Overcoming a Challenging Start
    Terry’s early years were marked by struggles, including a difficult adoption, feelings of isolation, and the trauma of abuse. Despite these challenges, she found hope in recovery, beginning her journey through programs like Narcotics Anonymous (NA) and Alcoholics Anonymous (AA).
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    A Life Transformed by Recovery
    With the help of her foster family, Terry rebuilt her life and embraced recovery. She transitioned from surviving to thriving, using her experiences to uplift others. "Recovery is about doing better, being better, and finding joy in service to others," she shares.
    Advocacy and Leadership at MHAAO
    Terry’s advocacy work has been groundbreaking, particularly in the realm of peer-delivered services. As a leader with MHAAO, she has pioneered initiatives that connect individuals with the resources and support they need to heal. Her dedication to mentorship and community-building exemplifies the transformative power of recovery.
    Wisdom for Those Struggling
    To those at the beginning of their journey, Terry offers this powerful advice: "Don’t destroy yourself before the miracle happens." Her story is a reminder that change is always possible, and with the right support, anyone can achieve a fulfilling and meaningful life.
    "What you can’t do alone, you can always achieve with the strength of community and connection." 
    1. —Terry Leckron-Myers
    Terry Leckron-Myers’ journey from trauma to triumph is a beacon of hope for anyone navigating recovery. Her work with MHAAO highlights the importance of peer support and community, proving that transformation is possible for all who seek it. Listen to Terry’s inspiring story and discover the profound impact of recovery and advocacy.
    #RealRecoveryPodcast #AddictionRecovery #PeerSupport #MHAAO #RecoveryJourney #HopeAndHealing #ResilienceAndAdvocacy