RRP Episode 64: Alcohol, Anxiety, and Advocacy – Grant’s Path to Sobriety

A high-functioning façade, quiet rock bottoms, and the courage to speak out.

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​In Episode 64 of the Real Recovery Podcast, Grant S. joins Julie and Peter to share a compelling and deeply reflective story of recovery. His journey defies the stereotypes: no DUIs, no arrests, and no lost jobs. But behind the image of success was a man battling alcohol dependency, anxiety, and emotional disconnection. With clarity, humility, and passion, Grant opens up about his upbringing in rural Oregon, the slow build of daily drinking, and the moment that forced him to face the truth.

Growing Up in Drinking Culture
Grant’s childhood on a cattle ranch in north-central Oregon exposed him early to a culture where alcohol use was normalized. He recalls the pressures of wanting to fit in, the influence of generational drinking habits, and how those early exposures laid the groundwork for problematic behaviors later in life. “In my family,” he shares, “it wasn’t modeled as something to be careful with—it was expected.”

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​High-Functioning but Hollow
Throughout college and into his professional life, Grant maintained the appearance of success. But behind the scenes, alcohol had become a daily ritual—used to treat anxiety, mask emotional discomfort, and escape from overwhelming stress. “I drank alcoholically from the beginning,” he says. By 2017–2018, it had escalated to morning drinking and blackouts, all while convincing himself he was still in control.

​A Moment of Reckoning
Everything changed after a political fundraiser where Grant drank excessively and publicly embarrassed himself. “I was humiliated,” he recalls. “That was my rock bottom.” Shortly after, a therapist gave him the information he needed to fully understand alcohol’s impact on the brain. This marked a turning point and led him to seek recovery through Alcoholics Anonymous.

“It takes a year for your brain to heal—and sometimes five years to pull your head out of your ass.”
—Grant S.

Relapse and Recommitment
Though Grant found relief in AA, he admits to a brief relapse involving a few glasses of wine. The slip was enough to remind him of what he risked. “It set me back emotionally,” he explains, “but I kept my sobriety date.” That date—June 15, 2019—remains a powerful milestone in his story.

Healing Through Connection and Service
Grant credits much of his growth to the fellowship he found in AA, especially through online meetings during the pandemic. He now balances a demanding job with continued service work in the recovery community. Whether he’s traveling for work and attending meetings across cities or being openly vocal in advocacy spaces, Grant lives his recovery out loud.

​The Bigger Picture
Grant wants people to understand that alcoholism can be subtle, especially when masked by achievement and functionality. “It takes a year for your brain to heal—and sometimes five years to pull your head out of your ass,” he says with raw honesty. His mission now includes speaking about the underreported dangers of alcohol and advocating for increased support in recovery communities across Oregon.

​Links to Websites Discussed

• Portland Alano Club
• Lunch Bunch / Extended Family AA
• Gresham AA – Oregon District 11
• Oregon Recovers
• Real Recovery Podcast

Listen to Grant’s full story and explore more inspiring episodes at the links below:
Listen: https://mdcr1.com/64
Blog: https://mdcr1.com/64b

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Show Notes:

Title: RRP Episode 64: Alcohol, Anxiety, and Advocacy – Grant’s Path to Sobriety
Presenters: Julie and Peter
Length: 1 hour, 10 minutes
Listening Link: https://mdcr1.com/64
Blog Link: https://mdcr1.com/64b
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Key Points with Time Stamps:

• [00:02:03] Grant shares his sobriety date (June 15, 2019) and early life growing up on a ranch in rural Oregon.
• [00:06:03] First experiences with alcohol and observing generational drinking culture.
• [00:10:02] College drinking intensifies; the "church night" bar deals and impact on academics and health.
• [00:15:51] Grant describes high-functioning alcohol use and how it masked deeper depression and anxiety.
• [00:21:02] The escalation of his drinking in 2017–2018, daily use, and loss of control.
• [00:23:57] Rock bottom moment at a political fundraiser and realization he needed help.
• [00:26:54] A therapist at Legacy Good Sam explains alcoholism’s neurological effects—a turning point for Grant.
• [00:34:13] Introduction to AA, early meetings, and relapse leading to recommitment and securing a sponsor.
• [00:40:54] The importance of Zoom meetings during COVID and the role of community connection in recovery.
• [00:47:35] Balancing work travel and recovery, including meetings in other cities and public advocacy.
• [00:50:48] The impact of alcoholism and the underreported nature of alcohol-related deaths.
• [00:55:10] Reflections on the AA program, relapse, and embracing recovery long-term.

Summary:
In this powerful and heartfelt episode, Grant S. reflects on his journey from rural Oregon to a career in political advocacy—all while navigating the hidden burden of high-functioning alcoholism. Grant discusses how alcohol subtly took over his life, the cultural and familial influences that shaped his drinking habits, and the turning point that led him to seek recovery. From a transformative conversation with a therapist to his commitment to AA and showing up for recovery events across Oregon, Grant’s story is one of awareness, service, and resilience. Now over five years sober, his insights on anxiety, depression, relapse, and healing offer hope for anyone questioning their relationship with alcohol.

Links to Websites Discussed:

• Portland Alano Club
• Lunch Bunch / Extended Family AA
• Gresham AA – Oregon District 11
• Oregon Recovers
• Real Recovery Podcast

Quote:
“It takes a year for your brain to heal—and sometimes five years to pull your head out of your ass.” —Grant S.

Hashtags and Mentions:
#RealRecoveryPodcast #AlcoholRecovery #AAWorks #MentalHealthAwareness #HighBottomRecovery #RelapseAndRecovery #SobrietyJourney #HopeInSobriety #OregonRecovers
@OregonRecovers @portlandalanoclub