RRP Episode 58 – From Surviving to Serving: Nicole S.’s Journey Through Trauma and Recovery

How early trauma, addiction, and relapse gave way to a life of recovery and purpose.

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In this deeply honest episode of the Real Recovery Podcast, Peter and Julie sit down with Nicole S., who shares her journey from early trauma and addiction to becoming a force for healing in her community. With refreshing clarity and humor, Nicole reflects on how the chaos of her upbringing fueled her path into sex work, substance use, and eventually into recovery and service.

Nicole’s Story: Where It Started

Nicole grew up surrounded by addiction, dysfunction, and violence. Her childhood included exposure to drug use and physical abuse, and her adolescence was shaped by instability. She started smoking and drinking in high school, later graduating to more dangerous forms of escape. By her early twenties, she had entered the world of sex work—not for survival, she explains, but because the fast money was intoxicating.

The Spiral: Meth, Heroin, and Chaos

It wasn’t long before Nicole’s experimentation led her to methamphetamine and, eventually, intravenous use of both meth and heroin. She describes the speed of her descent—within months of first using, she was shooting up regularly.
But despite the depths of her addiction, Nicole was never arrested, and she never went to jail—something she openly acknowledges as rare and lucky.

Links to Websites Discussed

• Quest Center for Integrative Health
• Real Recovery Podcast

​"People in recovery are worth investing in. All we need is for someone to see us—and to show us how to believe in ourselves."
—Nicole S.

The Moment That Changed Everything

It wasn’t the threat of legal trouble that led Nicole to her first real effort at recovery—it was her children. One day, they asked her why she loved drugs more than them. That question stopped her cold.

From there, she asked for help and began the hard road to recovery. After several years clean, Nicole experienced a relapse that brought her into contact with fentanyl. The experience was painful, dangerous, and transformative.

Recovery and Service at Quest

Today, Nicole is not only clean—she’s serving others. She works at the Quest Center for Integrative Health, where she helps LGBTQIA+ clients find their own paths to healing through case management and peer support.

• Listen now: https://mdcr1.com/58
  
• ​Read the full episode blog: https://mdcr1.com/58b

Nicole’s story isn’t about prison or arrest—it’s about how deep pain can still lead to deep purpose. It’s a reminder that we don’t need to wait for everything to fall apart to choose recovery. With support, honesty, and community, we can rebuild.

#RealRecoveryPodcast #TraumaRecovery  #AddictionRecovery #QuestCenter @QuestPDX

Show Notes:

Title:
RRP Episode 58 – From Surviving to Serving: Nicole S.’s Journey Through Trauma and Recovery
Presenter: Julie and Peter
Length: 59:02
Key Points:

• Nicole opens up about a childhood marked by violence, addiction, and instability.
• She shares how her first addiction wasn’t drugs, but the fast money of sex work.
• Her drug use escalated quickly—within months she was using meth and heroin intravenously.
• Nicole describes how a moment of truth with her children led to her first attempt at getting clean.
• After relapsing, she found long-term recovery and now supports others through her work at Quest Center for Integrative Health.
• Her story is one of resilience, radical honesty, and the importance of finding support.

Quote:
“People in recovery are worth investing in. All we need is for someone to see us—and to show us how to believe in ourselves.” – Nicole S.
Links:

• Listening Link: https://mdcr1.com/58
• Blog Link: https://mdcr1.com/58b
• Quest Center for Integrative Health
• Real Recovery Podcast

Hashtags and Mentions:
#RealRecoveryPodcast #AddictionRecovery #TraumaHealing #RecoveryJourney #QuestCenter @QuestPDX